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Monday, August 24, 2015

update on my life

So its been almost a month since my last post....anyways Yess!! I went on vacation for a whole week with my bf to Puerto Rico it was good time I booked everything in order and every single day we had something different to do. My bf was like what activity we have today? cuz he knew I plan everything ahead and I guess I'm a good planner Yeah I can say that, plus he always say I have OCD, maybe I do that's why I plan things ahead  and like things my way. Even if I'm a bitch sometimes but he understands, that's why I love him. Dealing with me is not easy.

Also I did got paid in full when I came back from vacation :)nice!! I thought he wouldn't pay me in full but he did so I don't hate him anymore lol (like he cares if I do) It was good I paid off one of my credit cards with that money so now I only have 2 credit cards left to pay off [4k total]. Even Though I'm getting pay less now because I have to split the shift is fine I will get another job in the afternoons so I can save for our next vacation. For now my focus is to pay off this 2 credit cards by this year so that in 2016 I can be debt free YES!!! It feels so good to pay off debt is like a load got off my back, and the best thing is that I did it all by myself.

Next year when I'm debt free I will focus on saving to go on trips with my bf. I'll also wanna buy some jewelry (or hopefully not if I can stop myself cuz everything I like is over 2k like the Tiffany T bracelet rose gold with diamonds and matching ring or the david yurman rose quartz 7mm bracelet) that's what I want but it will be as much as a trip to the Virgin Islands or Hawaii. Therefore I have to choose and I can't be selfish buying for myself instead of going a whole week of paradise with my man. So hopefully I can make some wise choices next year and overall have a great time and happy life with my bf and my doggies.
 PS: I hope to look even better on swimsuits ;) I hate working out but I wanna have a tone body and I love to go out and eat and drink margaritas so that's the struggle. I don't weigh myself anymore cuz I never saw the scale going low so I actually will get depressed working out and seeing no results therefore when my gym membership expired I didn't renew it I was like fuck it, I don't want it anymore I go there to waste time. TIP:: if you walk over 10k steps daily you do get slim, during our vacation week we did activities every day and our phone will show over 10k every single day so when we came back home and I went to work the following Monday my pants were loose and I was surprise one week made that big difference already. So good luck girls! Start walking more and you will feel the difference in your clothes.

Until the next one. Let's see what life brings along to finish up this year.


Sunday, July 19, 2015

mood: content & uncertain

So another week now had past and I'm here in bed after my day off with my bf as always trying to take the most out of the little free time I get. Anyways Good News I got a raise so I feel I'm getting pay really fair now, I have nothing to complaint about 900 a week cash feels so good for being a receptionist/cashier which is a high amount compared to the rest of the population even some people with a BA degree don't make as much as I take home for a simple job that is 50% waiting on people to come in and pick up cars while I watch tv. I feel kind of lucky to have found that place but the reality is that I'm not sure for how long I will have this 71hrs position, so I gotta be prepared to have my hours cut because my boss said one of his relatives is taking the other shift so I will be working 40hrs a week only which means less cash for me :( But I will have more time for myself :)

I feel like he was in a rush to bring somebody to take over the other shift because I'm getting my paid week vacation on August and he wants to pay me less when that week comes around so he's cutting the hours before the paying time comes. Anyways I try to look at the bring side who knows if that person will stay I had trained so many people and they don't even make it to to the third day I guess they don't like that he's a neat freak and everything has to be clean, organized, flawless, pretty much perfect when he comes in the building. I don't mind, I got used to his style of working already plus I think I got a little OCD myself so I'm perfect for the job. 

Even if that person stays I'll be happy to get off at 1pm, I will have a lot of time in my hands now, probably less money to go out and eat to the expensive restaurants I like to go but I'll be fine I still have some credit cards to pay off and after that I wanna save for our next vacation next year !!!!yeayyyy!!!! I love beautiful nature, peace and quiet. Can't wait for our time, every year I look forward for vacation time. So happy to have it.

I forgot to say that this past week did had some drama again, a millionaire customer I have came bitching at me because I printed his past receipts and gave them to his wife and she found out he brings his mistress car there too [like do I care if you get divorce, you were banging that hoe not me so don't bitch at me now because your wife caught you] plus his wife was real nice, told me she need it them for the company accounting records so I gave them to her and that's how it all went down.

I hate stress caused by other people's problems LIKE....do I care about your life, I have my own life to live.

I'm hoping this next week goes well with as little drama as possible.

Sunday, July 12, 2015

a sunday in summer after two+ years

So is been long since I post anything mainly because i've been soooo busy -from the day I moved out of my parents' house -getting my own apartment with my own furniture -getting a second job to be able to pay all my expenses -working 14hrs a day and still make time to go out with my bf -paying all my bills on time -trying to keep a social life even with as little free time....and many more other obstacles, lows and highs....Well that's just part of being independent and learning as you grow.

Now lets fast forward to two years since all that started, I'm here back at my mom' house with my bf and two doggies/our kids, I work less now one job only, almost done paying my load of credit card debt accumulated during the whole moving out transition *I'm so happy I'm down to 4k in about four months I'll be finally done with the massive sum I had. Thanks to my determination to finish paying off week after week I put money towards my debt and also the no more shopping rule and going out less helped a lot plus not paying apartment rent anymore and my mom cooking for us helps so much. 

Long stories will come as I feel like writing about it. For this being my first journal entry I can say I'm close to my stage of  happy living, less stress, less emo moments, less worries, more time to do things I like, more time to enjoy myself, my bf, my doggies. I'm kind of exciting to even think about what am I going to do with more free time now that I'm only gonna be working 6hrs a day...I'm happy but at the same time frustrated because that will mean cutting my salary in half, I'm trying to look at the bright side instead of the money side because money is not really happiness is comfort and accessibility, is a momentary feeling not permanent. I had my hands full of money before and what did I do...wasted it in unnecessary things. Now my mind set is to focus on finding happiness in whats around me, not just material happiness but overall happiness, joy, piece of mind by the side of the ones I love.

A lot of people tell me I'm still young to go to school and that I need to have kids young because old parenting is not a good idea and many other comments they make about me without even knowing my desires and goals. People I see at my job stress me out sometimes when they talk like if they know me or as if their advice is something I would even consider; being a receptionist I have to-not by choice be hypocrite to 99% of the people [smile,be nice, respectful, friendly, talkative, helpful] all those qualities people like to receive even if they are assholes, disrespectful, dirty, disgusting, annoying, loud, stupid, weirdos, creepers, bitches, arrogant, selfish, self-absorbed, hookers, smelly, cheap, a disgrace to society. So many kind of people I see everyday and I work in a pretty decent area where 1 mil houses is the average but there's always those that slip into the cracks and Saturdays is the worse day to work I see so many that fall in to those categories....uughhh.

Monday again in a few hours my week starts all over again. This week was fast as always, got Starbucks almost everyday, some stress at work with new workers and then my boss didn't give me an answer to my raise request, since I'm not a good debater I don't know how to even argue my raise, is just a couple of dollar and that asshole acts like is a lot for his millions empire. I hope one day he gets paid back for all the people he takes advantage of, he knows how to pray on the weak ones and know how to bend the system and how to cheat the government. I know when he dies God is going to ask him if he was fair to his employees. I appreciate he gave me a job when I needed one but that doesn't mean after four years he doesn't show any appreciation for 99% of everything right that I do and always come up with the 1% bullshit I don't do for him as an excuse to argue my raises or when I ask for vacation time. At least I get pay every Monday so that's the bright side of Mondays.


Saturday, February 9, 2013

❥ New February Lovees❣❣

❤I got me a new mascara (I should'd got me the regular NOT waterproof because is really hard to remove & eyelashes fall off, everytime I struggle to take it off at night the only way it completely come off is while in the shower, I have to rub my eyes with facewash and stay in the water for a long time for it to come off)

❤One of this days I ran out of liquid eyeliner so I went to Sephora & find out this one with three tips
Too Faced - 3 - Way Lash Lining Tool
❤This is how the tip looks like (I didn't wanna re-purchase Stila eyeliner again bcuz I had a lot of problems with it due to the fact it can be refilled, the tube would get stuck to the cap and that's where the tip was so it was so annoying opening the pencil and the tip would be stuck to the cap 90% of the times)

❤Another day I went looking for a foundation brush at MAC and came out with this

❤Mac Foundation brush #193

             ❤Mac Fix+ Solution

❤Mac Studio Fix Foundation SPF15 #NC35 

❤I use this as my new make-up routine with my other products you seen on my previews posts (the only thing I had change is that I use this MacFoundation instead of the concealer and I also replaced the FaceAtelier Spray with the MacFix+ Spray but I'm just trying it out right now and for what I'm seeing my face looks oily faster than when I use FaceAtelier Ultra Matte Spray so I might go back to reuse FaceAtelier soon. PLUS Mac-Fix+ is mostly used to moist the brush before use for better results while applying the foundation or concealer)


Saturday, January 19, 2013

❥ New January Lovees❣❣

❤This are my new purchases this month I luv 'em. No regrets all at. Plus I have my eyes set on some more things I will probly get soon too.❤

❤Make-Up Bag from Victoria' Secret
❤Smashbox Primer Light from Sephora
❤Pink Eyelash Curler from Sephora
❤YSL #7 Lingerie Pink from Sephora
❤YSL #8 Fetish Pink from Sephora

Thursday, January 3, 2013

❥Update two-must beauty facial products❣❣

Update on new must-have items

❥ Smashbox Photo Finish Primer Light from Sephora 

❥ Trilogy Rosehip Oil Antioxidant+ from HealthPost |because can't be found in US|


Sunday, December 23, 2012

♡My Must-Have Future Purchases❣❣

Hello guys!!
 Once again I was researching for products that will enhance my skin or erase problems of it or keep it from aging or makes me have a better natural looking skin without using too much make-up.
So then
I found some must-buy items that after lots of research I def though I GOTTA HAVE 'EM!! 
Hopefully they work as they claim to, I read many reviews on different websites and I'm looking forward to try 'em soon!

::here's the list::

Clarisonic Mia2 -Peony color with Refreshing Gel Cleanser ($150)+($25)

Clarisonic Opal Sonic Infusion System -White color with Anti-Aging Sea Serum ($185)+($65)

Lancôme Visionnaire Advanced Skin Corrector 
  $150              $105           $87           $67

MAC Green Gel Cleanser ($20) 
Green Gel Cleanser
*for reference I gotta say this product is not a good cleanser as I expect it. I pick it because its made with natural ingredients but the overall results are just as if you would wash your face with any cheap soap. Dries-out even oily skin as mines. There must be something wrong with this because too many ppl saying the same thing about this product. Don't Buy!!  

MAC Bulk Wipes ($29)

♡  Until the next one XOXO  

Sunday, December 9, 2012

10 Steps Daily Make-up Routine❣❣

❥ 1st I clean my face with ELF - Makeup Remover Wipes

*because my face is super oily so no matter if I just took a shower it becomes oily in seconds

❥ 2nd I apply MURAD - Oil Control Mattifier SPF 15|PA++

*this is the best product to control oily face. I tried others but didn't work. I apply it on my Tzone and doesn't make me look shiny quick, for me it last about 5-6hours(on A/C environments) without becoming dewy looking then you can reapply on top of make up if you need to and it looks perfect again.

❥ 3rd I apply N7- Instant Illusion Wrinkle Filler 
Boots No7 Instant Illusion Wrinkle Filler - 1 fl oz
*I apply this on my smile lines because I do not like those ugly lines I produce when I smile, with this product the lines camouflages a little but not all, they are still very visible but at least better than nothing for now.

❥ 4th I apply TARTE - Amazonian Clay Waterproof Concealer 
*I use this in TAN color n I apply it all over my face as my foundation because I have many moles and pimple marks So I used this for more coverage.

 ❥ 5th I apply BARE MINERALS -Matte Foundation Powder SPF 15
*I use this in MEDIUM BEIGE n apply this all over my face with a #45 Sephora collection mineral powder brush.

 ❥ 6th I apply ELF - Mineral Powder Blush 
*I use this in PINK color n apply it with a KABUKI brush I got from Ebay

❥ 7th I curl my Eyelashes n apply LANCOME - Hypnose Star Mascara 
*All mascaras are pretty much the same product inside is just the brush the important part I like this one for the brush because is skinny at the tip so I can reach the corners of my eyes without making a mess.

❥ 8th I apply my fav/forever use eyeliner of all times SEPHORA - Retractable Waterproof Eyeliner 
*I use this in #04 BLUE my all-time favorite I wear it everyday.

❥ 9th I fill/fix my eyebrows with TARTE - Amazonian Clay Waterproof Brow Mousse 
*I use this in Medium Brown color and works really good to shape up my brows.

❥ 10th I apply the FACE ATELIER - Ultra Matte Setting Spray 

Ultra Matte
*I just started using this after I saw reviews on YouTube that it helps keeps make-up intact and in place for long, more because I draw my eyebrows and this helps 'em stay in place even when I'm blotting my face, Plus I have really oily face so this helps me keep oil not from showing too soon also.


One more thing I must have are BOSCIA - Blotting Linens Green Tea 
*I use this as much as I need to, to remove oil from my face after make up is done and when the effect of all the matte products I had used expired usually after 4-6 hours depends on how hot it is here in Texas. Let me emphasize that this are the best blotting sheets out there they absorb excess oil and banish shine without removing any make up at all. Proven!!

*in my lips I put on


Friday, August 24, 2012

Dream World Tour❣❣

   Before I died  i would love to fulfill my dream of traveling around the world and get to know many other different ppl and have great experiences to share and keep on my memory for the rest of my life [♥]

Dream World Tour❣❣

❥ Athens, Greece 

❥ New Providence, Bahamas

❥ Cancun, Mexico

❥ Paris, France

❥ London, United Kingdom

❥ Cologne, Germany

❥ Tokyo, Japan

❥ Hong Kong, China

❥ Bangkok, Thailand 

❥ Dubai, United Arab Emirates 

❥ Bora Bora, French Polynesia

❥ Waikiki, Hawaii

❥ Sydney, Australia

❥ Istanbul, Turkey

❥ Amsterdam, Netherlands 

❥ Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam

❥ Seoul, South Korea

❥ St. Petersburg, Russia 

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